
I ran my 4th Richmond marathon on Saturday, November 13, 2010. I finished in 3:27:16. The weather was absolutely perfect. Cool temps at the start and low humidity made for a great day of running. I had three goals going into Saturday's marathon. The first goal, as always, is to finish. I have become fairly confident in my ability to finish a marathon, but running 26.2 miles is still quite a challenge. The second goal was to set a new PR (Personal Record). My third goal was to run even or negative splits.
I completed the first goal, but was somewhat disappointed in not achieving one of the other goals. I was running a great race up until mile 17. That is where I started to slow, and I was never able to pick the pace back up to the 7:30 mile pace I was running. I kept going, but I was really struggling mentally with the realization that I'm probably not going to run much faster than this unless I am able to devote more time to training. My life is just too busy with other things that are much more important than running. Seeing my wife and two boys at mile 21 reminded me of that.
I am a competitive person and I guess that's why I am disappointed with not winning Saturday. I am not talking about winning the race. I'm talking about my race against myself. Sure I want to improve my time and I want to qualify for Boston. But, those are goals that I need to let go. For now anyway.
The year is coming to an end soon and I always make new running goals. Next year, who knows, I might lead a pace group and help others achieve their goals. I could easily pace a sub 4 hour group. I still want to run an ultra and maybe I'll knock another state off my lifetime goal of running a marathon in all 50 states. I try to remember why I run in the first place. It's not for my health and it's not for the medals. It's my playtime. I like what George Sheehan once said, "Fitness has to be fun. If it is not play, there will be no fitness. Play, you see, is the process. Fitness is merely the product."
I had fun Saturday and I'm ready for the next one